Saturday

2day leh...i nt happy lol

pasal wat leh i dw say lol...

haiz...sendiri sui laa...

i no mood at all...i think 4 long long time loo...

y leh ?? y leh ?? ...sad !!!

n then i jz cant do anything at all u noe ?

2many things...hapen recently...

luckily...bear bear...u stil beside me...

when i sad...

so appreciate when u u appear in front of me...

thx... my doughnut......

Wednesday

nice day

these days i hv 2 mani thing s 2 do...

2 mani things 2 think...

2mani decisions 2 do...

2mani problems 2 face...

n i done it mysef...cos tat's my things la...废话

of course with some helps from my frens...thx a lot...

yesterday i wrote a post...i dw delete...wan 2 remind mysef...

watever where i study...study wat course...i mz change my attitude...

tats wat i shall do nw...no 1 can help me...jz mysef...

depends 2 fate...i jz can try my best...so gambateh...

these days i use mani $ lol...of course i say d is handphone $

half month use more than RM 30...jz h.p

nt including hse phone...cos hv 2 phone mani ppl 2 la...

of course gt sum r private reasons...

hmm...nw my things r consider settle d gua...

i stop applying those scholarships liao...^^ free nw...waitin...

muahaha...but cos of laz week...i late late slip

so nw sick d lol...自己拿来的!!!u.u.u.

hope can fast fast recover la...dun wan flu again...eik eik...

n cough oso...run away from me...
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aha...

2day ar in educare centre ...those children tk 粘子泥 come n play。。。

they do a lot lol...but d shape weird weird d...d colour oso haha...

camput 2geter...they do some cake...cup...pizza...n doughnut...

haha...they oso done 2 doughnut 2my doughnut--"my son"...my bear bear...

hh...i giv 2 doughnut n an ice cream(made by粘子泥) 2 my "doughnut"---my bear bear laa...

haha...understand ??? "doughnut" is my baby bear bear...oso "my son"la

i gt wrote in my older post

yesterday i on leave half day...dun c him lol...2day i ask him gt miss me mah??

haha...hocai he said:i gt miss u o...^^ make me happy nia...haha

@_@

jz nw bek home d i go 2 my cousin 's baby's birthday party...满月宴。。。

go there eat eat eat...haha...c baby...but baby slip lol...c ppl talking...

taalk wif my granma...i miss ah ma...tis cny gt go her hse o...so cnt say long time din c laa

cos wen i was small i stay 2geter wif her d...wen i 7 years old...move 2 new hse...

ah ma move 2 oter hse wif my uncles...so dun hv many chances 2 c her lol...

i hold her hand...acc her bek home jz nw...so warm...she oways hold my hand tight...

tats my lovely granma...i love u...very miss u .......

hh...^^ i noe u oso love me so much...

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after tat bek my hse

bek home arr so tired lol...wan terus slip d...

but my works dont finish yet...hv 2 pass up 2ml...

quickly open comp n do...

nw i finish lol...wahaha...come here write write...happy happy...

nw i wan go hv a nice ,nice nice dreamz...z...z...........

.........dreaming.......................................................z....z....z....

Monday

原来

我又回来这里了。。。

拿完成绩时,我很想抛弃我的部落格了。。。我不要它了。。。

因为我根本就没心情来这里。。。

这几个礼拜。。。发生很多的事。。。

我经历了很多事。。。难过也难过了。。。

发生也发生了。。。我还能怎样???

这是我一手造成的。。。我还记得那成绩那一刻

我的爸爸妈妈姐姐连环 call...姐姐还第一时间打来。。。

平时几乎,我和姐姐一年才见几次面。。。才见几天面。。。

平时上网找不到他。。。电话---他只和妈妈谈。。。

我根本和他没联系。。。他第一时间打来。。。和我谈了好久


我的心情才能平复下来。。。
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

那是很多天前的事了。。。现在---我---

只能等待。。。等待命运会把我带到哪里。。。

很多事情我都被隐瞒。。。我的家人

对我的爱。。。原来那么深。。。

我身边最亲密的四个人。。。爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐

为我付出那么多。。。而我能怎样报答他们???

昨天,我才知道你原来对我有那么大的期望。。。

对我存有那么大的信心。。。我听到了。。。

当你那样说时我的眼泪差点流出来了。。。

我为什么不好好去珍惜???为什么我就那么不会想???

我没想到的。。。我觉得自己很不对。。。我让你失望了。。。

我真的很很很对不起我身边的人。。。

那两年,为什么不好好珍惜。。。???

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Thursday

bz bz

haiz...these days i gt mani things 2 do...

very bz arrrrrr.....who can help me ??? no one

jz myself ...i hv 2 help myself...

hmm i dun like my lifestyle these days...

very unhealthy...i omos slip on 3 am...every niz

haha but yesterday i slept on 9 pm haha

hmm i duno wat wil i study...

i duno ...all duno...jz wait...

i hv many works 2 do...but i haven finish yet...

haiz...nid 2 late late slip again... ...

2ml the educare centre gt bbq...haha eat wif those children...haha

n eat "lok lok" haha...i mani mani mani years din eat "lok lok" liao

laz time i ate was 6 years old i think...hmm long time ago liao

very "qi1 dai4".........haha...



hh...2ml hv some fun there...n enjoy myself haha...

my students "kiam3" me ---two 100 plus...one muffin...and one doughnut...hohoho

haha...wan 2 tk from them soon...hoho...^^

Friday

ops sorry

其实,大家都知道要拿成绩了

我的心情起伏很大咯。。。

这几晚都失眠咯。。。haiz...

不过也顺其自然了。。。。。。

不过这几天和我一个亲戚谈过以后。。。

心情好很多了。。。她算我的远亲。。。我们一起上班

好扯。。。我们一起工作那么久。。。我都不知道他是我亲戚

他是我爸爸的表哥的女儿。。。哈哈。。。

我是和同事在新年一起去拜年时才发现的。。。

因为我去过她家两次。。。但彼此对彼此都没印象。。。哈哈

但,其实就有种莫名的熟悉感。。。和她谈天很投缘。。。

我这几天也想好以后要走的路了。。。shh.....还是个秘密啦。。。


哈哈。。。。。。!!!就剩几天了。。。好紧张一下。。。!!!



另外,我很抱歉的。。。常常讲到一半就跑掉,让别人等。。。

我不止一次那样啦。。。我觉得自己没交代很不对。。。

。。。我很坏啦。。。抱歉啦。。。

我很内疚里,宁愿被骂啦。。。不要那样就我啦。。。

真的很对不起啊。。。。。。

Tuesday

little doughnut

erm...2day is a nice day 4 me...

i m very excited n happy ^^

hoho...my cutiest baby done sumting mk me very touch

he is a very very chubby boy..very cutie !!!

we called him doughnut...he is in std.2

i m his teacher-in-charge...so he is my "son"

2day he was practising 4 his school spelling

i sat in front of him...n then he was very ke poh

wana c wat am i doin on tat time......i dun gv him c...kakaz...

then after spelling...he ran out n hv his lunch

after tat i go out n look around...sudenly his fren ran 2 me

saying:teacher zhen yin...doughnut wrote "i love u , teacher zhen yin " in his book

wah...i was so shock leh...

n then i wan 2 c the book...he dun wan giv me wor...

then i wrote"doughnut 是个大屁股” in a paper...

then accidentally he was so happy after c-ing tat...

n then he wrote again "i love u teacher zhen yin"behind the paper...

haha i m keeping the paper nw...my cutiest "son" mk me so happy

jz hv a feel lik...lik my son is express his love n gratitute 2me

hh...hmm i rmb tat day i asked him~~

when i m nt beside u...wil u miss me...???

tat was two weeks ago ...then he answered:yes...!!! hh

wah...on tat time really very touch...

人都是有感情的。。。

duno few months later when i go study again...

he wil stil miss me o nt ?? heheh...

my little doughnut...^^ teacher very sayang u d...

dun mk me dissapointed...mz 乖乖 的。。。。。。

Monday

ohh monday

hey yeah...monday again

tats mean ?? i hv 2 work again

these days act i wana go out wif frens...

but seems lik no transport...so din go

yesterday niz i felt very scared

cos gt thief went into my neighbour d house

i was so scared...cos i quite sure tat when he went inside

i m in my house...cos yesterday i din even walk out one step from my house

so scared...光天化日行凶。。。。。。

my neighbour was going out ...then when he bac...he asked my mum

n then he said gt thief went in2 my house

omg...i dunoe ...i dun hear any voice

so frens ...we mz very carefull...when we were nt at home

then yesterday niz...i cant sleep

when i heard any strange sound...i wil wake up...

aiyooo...i slept on 3 am...then wake up on 7.30am

omos late 2 work...2day quite bz bz...

ohhh...bek home nw

wan slip lol...bt scare wil b scolded by my brother

z.z.z.z.z.z.........................

then watch pandamen...haha

then ....erm dunoe...mayb z.z.z.z.z.z. again

this is a special monday full wif joy+ anger....+ many many diff emotions

wahaha....pointless...

suan la...jz 2 write write...n express my emotions



k la...z..z..z..nw better